Sunday, March 14, 2010

Shin Chan

Why do Americans have to dub of every single Japanese anime?? ~.~

I think Japanesse dubs are better than English dubs or Spanish dubs or to make it worse Chinese dubs. Japanese dubs are very unique that no other voice in this world can copy their kawaii-ness.

Seriously, Japanese voices are so cute and innocent and I love LOVE 'em and the non-original voice actors just ruined my good mood watching anime. I'm so glad Nana TV show in HULU still stick with the Japanese dub. But, Shin Chan??? I wish FUNimation can consider to have Shin Chan in the japanese dub with English subs.

I understand some people are illiterate and they cant read the subtitles. However, this problem is their government responsibility to educate and fix em. Nuff said. I need to stop bitching about stuff that I don't get benefits from it.

Can people accept Shin Chan in Japanese dub?? Nobody appreciate the original voice of Shin Chan except me.

Which one is better?


Friday, March 12, 2010

With tears on my face.....

Totally Horrendous, Hazardous, and Tremendous...

Thank you for ruining my good mood. THANKS for your "freindly" reminder that I am gaining FAT!

Do you know that you are so kind that I just want to punch you in the face right now???

Umm, maybe ONE hard punch is not enough. Maybe I also need to bleach and shred your face till become tons of white meat flakes and give it to crocodiles and let 'em eat till only left with bones and I will give the left over nasty bones to the hungry sharks. There you gooo...!

I swear to the most sacred animal in India that I fudging hate you.

Phhssss, please stop telling me I am gaining weight! Enough is enough. You know that your preach about fat is getting into my nerves.

I am AWARE of my weight!! I know, I am freaking over weight but you don't have to announce "that" out loud in front of everyone. Now, people start to focus on my fat, My fat belly, my fat elbow, my fat chin, my fat cheek, my fat s**t..

Holy Molly Guacamole.

I noticed that I am awfully fat but I will work it out. I will do something with my fat arse. Just be patient and wait till spring ends.


I also BLAME the TV!!!


with tears on my face,

I am torn apart....sniff.

The End

Monday, March 8, 2010


Everyone is double-faced in this world. And, yes including me. I am double-faced (that includes my liquid foundation)

Nobody is honest. People love to gossip about others. Everybody is double faced.

What? You disagree??
Fine, then prove it to me that you are 100% honest, prove it to me that you never bitch about people. You want to preach about honesty and integrity??? Gah, you better see yourself in the mirror before you start preaching at me.

and totally, totally, YES, YOU the random stranger who happened to read my blog or accidentally drop by my blog, you are double-faced!!!

I am sick with people who exaggerated about others being a liar and double-faced.

and YOU? YOU think you are pure and innocent? *toilet flushing sound

With such a thick face cheerfully telling everyone that you *hate* gossip, *avoid* talking about people behind their backs, and you are honest, kind, helpful, and you don't bitch about people. uh UH ah ---yawn, whatever ah!

And, now you are totally bitching about me...^^

If you ask me if I talk about people behind their back, oh, yeah TOTALLY. And, dont you dare to criticize me because i know you are doing exactly the same thing I did.

suffocate. Gotta go....

Bye Bye

what do you mean by " We are BFF's now?"

Its weird when someone told me that being special is important.

What she meant by that...

I'm not going to let others join us. I just want to hang out with you because I want you to feel special. I don't want you to feel left out.

Newsflash! I dont give a crap about it because first of all, I dont have any desire to pick whom I want to hang out with!! I dont!!! and I dont care!!!!! How many times I have to tell people that I AM NOT picky and not interested to feel special. I think it's people options to whom they want to be around with. I have never had any problems if my friends wanted to invite some people to hang out with us.

Although, honestly, I don't really like being in the crowd because I am more interested in a two-way conversation and getting to know better about someone is my main interest. So, hanging out with bunch of friends usually wont give any positive outcome (at least to me).

Here is what I think, when people hang out as a group (consists more than 3 people), there are two possible negative outcomes

Prediction 1: someone will feel left out--thats why I don't like to have dinner with bunch of friends at a restaurant. Someone within a group will feel alone and lonely regardless of how many people sharing the same table.

Prediction 2: From a silly conversation lead to a sharp argument and confrontation. Someone will end up crying nonetheless.

Shouting and yelling in a club when the music was awfully loud and you had no choice other than screaming in people ear would not do any good to me. I think it's more in a sense for stupidity.

Yeah, yeah, I am a dork and I dont have a social life, whatever. My point is I prefer to hang out and have a good conversation with 1 or 2 friends. That is what I called it the quality of conversation.

Ahemm..let's get back to business!!

Anyways, "Picky" does not exist in my dictionary but IGNORANCE is the most suitable word for my view on friendship. But, again, I am willing to be friends with anyone but I am not going to pursue a deeper friendship relationship.

In my view, I dont care if "my friends" want to hang out with other crowds, I dont care. Even if they decided to ditch me or they decided to ignore me, or even worse they decided to defriended me on facebook, GO AHEAD because I will find someone else .

I used to be really sad when the people acclaimed as my friends totally ditched me over their friends or over their boyfriends--whatever you named them. I was sad and the feeling was totally horrendous. Ironically, they would come back to me when they needed someone to express a sympathy over their exaggerated breaking up story. It was an unhealthy friendship relationship, but I gotta deal with it because I just thought they were the only friends I had.

That being said, I have been there and done that so I don't care anymore.

seriously, whats the point to keep an unhealthy relationship??

I can join a club or organization and meet new people there. Broaden my knowledge and be happy. Find people who have common interests rather than being stuck with "friends" who obviously didnt bother to recognize me there.

AND I AM AWARE OF MY GRAMMARS!! very welcome to laugh but remember to let me know so I can fix em. I also have a thick face, so whatever DUDE!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

The Bavinger House!! Must SEE before you leave Oklahoma

Especially for people from outside Oklahoma or particularly for International Students!! You guys need to experience the Norman secret treasure. It's a great experience and I bet you will LOVE it tremendously Ironically, many local Norman people do not recognize the Bavinger House. That stinks man.

The Bavinger House is a MUST see before you leave Oklahoma!

I ain't joking.

Ya know, I am so glad I got the opportunity to check out the hidden treasure of Norman, Oklahoma.


I know yall raved so much about Norman the college town - University of Oklahoma with its famous football game but seriously Norman is not all about the university. There are plenty of things to see that is not associated with the University of Okahoma and one of them is the miraculous Bavinger House!

Let me explain further, again, Norman is not all about OU campus. Norman is way cooler than that.

Norman is like a jewel hidden inside a clam, heh, yah, whatever you call em. Some of you (or, maybe all of you, eh?) might be confused with my statement. But, seriously, yall are blind with the amazing ambient from the university of Oklahoma that catched your eyes and so on and so you always associate norman as part of the University of Oklahoma and there is nothing to do in Norman except to visit the beautiful OU campus. Again, NORMAN is more than that!! I just want to open your mind that there are more cool stuff to see in Norman.

Nah, I want you to give a shot for Bavinger House! I bet you will like it!

Bavinger House which is located in Norman, OK is such a strange-open-space house with a weird roof like a witch hat.

Bavinger house was built and completed in 50's and it was solely built for a private house purpose. Later on the owner decided to open the house for public. Since the owner let the house open for public, the Bavinger House has become one of the top architctures in the United States.



The owner passed away in 2000-ish (I think) so the son took over the house. As I talked to the son, he said he is currently working on the house renovation. Unfortunately, the renovation cost is not cheap and there are lot of stuffs in the hosue that need to be fixed so he wished more people come and donate so he can get done with the house renovation sooner.

So, I am writing in my blog hoping some people may accidentally visit my blog and become interested to check out the Bavinger House. I think it's important to preserve it because Bavinger House is the most valuable precious treasure that must be preserved for the sake of science, art, architecture, engineering and the future generations.

I persoanlly think that the bavinger house is the best among the best attraction I have ever seen in Oklahoma. It is beautiful yet mysteriously seductive that I want to visit again.

The cave kitchen


Anyways, to me Bavinger house is like Flinstone cave house mixed with Tarzan tree house with interior design from 60's style and some culture fusion and eco-green organic preservation.

(Let's check out wikipedia..hiihihii)

The walls are covered with rocks

I think the elements of culture have a great influence in the bavinger house interior style. For instance, I saw a chinesse round table on the first floow and I saw a mattress inside a box/floor on the second floor that if you didnt notice carefully you would have thought the owner slept on the floor without bed. It reminds me of the japanesse bedding style.

At one point you feel you were at the western part and when you walk to the other side of house, you feel that you were at the chinesse "atmosphere". When you go upstair, you feel you were visiting Tarzan's tree house.


Since, I am too lazy to write on my own words about the Bavinger House, I am going to copy and paste some whatever from the wikipedia. I know, I know, wikipedia is not the most trusted source but at least I can give you a big picture with what the hell is going on with the Bavinger House.

The Chinesse style Dining Table. You can turn around the table like in Local Chinesse Dim Sum restaurant.

"The Bavinger House was completed 1955 in Norman, Oklahoma, United States. It is the best-known building designed by architect Bruce Goff. The house was awarded the 25-Year Award from the American Institute of Architects in 1987 for being the signature building of a master architect. It was built by Nancy and Eugene Bavinger, the residents of the house, who were artists. During its construction the family opened their home to curious visitors each weekend, charging them $1 in admission, eventually making over $50,000. Eventually they decided not to let anyone see the house because they did not want to be disturbed while living there. This helped to offset the construction cost of the home. In a 1955 article, Life magazine featured the Bavinger House. The Bavinger House is now open for tours every weekend. The Bavinger House is back and Open to the public effective December 18th." - Wikipedia

Pretty much what the wikipedia said about the Bavinger House. zzZZZzzzzz

More info about The Bavinger House:

Can you find the mattress?

Open space bedroom. Yep, no privacy so you cant do any "private" stuff , ya know what im saying...

The heater. The house was still chilly although the heater was on =((

Now, let's check out more pictures of the Bavinger House. I know I suck at taking good pictures but whatever...who cares, yah?

First Floor with mini fish pound

Close up picture of the rocks cover the house wall


Nice crystal clear blue (glass flakes). they are everywhere in the house.artsy

The roof resembles a witch hat, aight?

The access to the wooden bridge was close for temporary due to the major renovation in that area.

I love the view. a rock in the middle. stunning.

As I said in previous pic, the crystal blue thingie are everywhere in the house. I wonder if I can have some for my necklace pendant.

I photoshoped! random pic.

I dont know what these are but they look like head of bears. Yo know the scary fury animal. Bear.



Gosh, I miss my blog sooo much

*smoochies my pizookie blog, hugs and kissess...mmmuuahhhh!!!

I am busy doing nothing LOL. LOL. LOL. Oh, yeah, I was wondering why people used "LOL" and "WTF" in like every sentence in their blog. Hmm??? Are these people running out vocabulary? or, maybe "wtf" and "lol" are like salt and pepper. You feel something is missing without "LOL" or "wtf".

You know what Im saying. You need salt and pepper whatsoever on your meal coz you dont want to taste ol' plain on your plate.

Speaking of vocabulary, you know, I took some time to practice pronouncing "vocabulary" word. Yo know what I am saying like I can say "vocabulary" word perfectly like other english native speaker. Seriously, tt's hard to say it for the first time and it was emberrassing coz people though I was saying " Fuck a Berry ?:)


What the hell man, I was saying vocabulary, man, you shall fix em your ear. Your ear may have some shits that you need a drill man coz they are hard like rocks--hardcore ear wax. Eh, ear wax sounds funky, I like too call em earpoops or earshits coz they sound awesome.

Anyways, my friend taught me how to say "Vocabulary" like normal english sounds,


Anyways, let's get back to our business. Whew.Let's started. Dude, come on dude, stop humping the horses. wtf.

Hhahha, so random.sigh. I am supposed to write about the Bavinger House!! I promise to that old man that I will upload the bavinger pics on my blog. sigh. Oh well...

Shall we continue to pursue the mysterious bavinger house???

stay tuned dude, hola, hola^^

Btw, I took the picture!!!!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Sigh, I need Botox!!!

Looking at myself in the mirror.

and, ..sob..sob

I can't believe I already have wrinkles on my forehead. GAhhh..I am blaming the sun. Sun is the culprit...*sigh. Eh, it's my fault too not applying sunscreen. *sob *sob

Yo yo yo know, I am soo emberrassed when people staring at my face. I was like..."Umm..are they staring at my wrinkles or, hence, my fresh pimple going to erupt...golihhh...",

Yawn, I know, I should accept my imperfection and let people stare at my wrinkles and my tremendous bumps endlessely. Yawn, I know I am far below stunning category. whatever leh. You know what, I pledge myself to accept the way I am as long as Santa Claus gives me Botox ^^

Anyways.....................But, the major problem is the fine lines on my forehead...=((

"Ya'll out there whos complaining too much about little zits appear on yall chin, please, look at around yall, HELLO, stop complaining about your tiny bits that can be covered by BB cream coz mine, my damn wrinkle is sooooo visible. The goddess BB cream magic, max studio foundation, mineral powder magic whatever wont cover my wrinkle!! Frankly, you can see the super fine lines on my damn forehead from the planet mars. Yo yo happy yo."

I am 23 and I have wrinkles. I have tried every wrinkle lotions exist on the planet earth, from the cheap one such as the one from walmart to the fine pricey medicated one to reduce the appearance of my wrinkes but none of them work. so sad leh. whatever the commercial promised.whatever man.

I am still blaming the sunshine for the super delicate fine artsy wrinkles on my face. Sincerely, I regret to spend so much time outside under the sun heat and not apply sunblock. Stupid me!! I prefer to have fair skin like Xiolongnu from The return of the condor heroes (check out Xiolongnu so fair so pretty..) rather than have olive skin, deep tan and wrinkly face.--emberrassing. Seriously, have you ever seen chinesse heroine with tan skin tone and wrinkles on their forehead?

Noooo.. they are goddesss and have dewey look because they only came out at night. nonsense. nonsense yawn. Eh, I know Xiolongnu is already dead but whatever, I want to have fair skin and glowy...(dang this woman is wayy too much to handle..golih!)

Ahemm, almost forgot,

"I still dont get it why people here are very obsessed to get tan. Tan is equal with the risk of skin cancer/wrinkles/fine lines/disclorotion. I used to love sun and sun tan and run outside under sun shine but not anymore. Sun is my enemy!! If sun is my son, I will disown sun for being my son..? heh..what the ffffff???"

Btw, I just purchased Baby Face sunscreen spf 50. I know my face is not baby face but at least the sunscreen is compatible for my delicate wrinkle surface..whatever leh. Yawn, I know leh my face is soo "messy" looking not pretty leh, but I am a human too with wrinkles and wrinkles need some love too and the love comes from Botox Dear.

Whatever ah, I just don't like sun and I dont want my skin to get tan. I want to be see...mmm...maybe like korean or japanesse fair skin. Aren't their skin so lovely? I adoree their glowy dewey clean smooth skin.

I keep saying "Dewey'.egeheh..what is the fuss about it? !#$%^&ewiugvhsrghgz;bzr d nlxbgj

And bronzer is supposed to imitate the dewey look of natural sun kiss, isnt't it, right?? Yeeaahhhh,, lets rock the sunkisss...muaahhh!

You can pick any bronzer that is suitable for your face. Bronzer wont give you a cancer, just make sure when you pick a bronzer, it doesnt contain bismuth whatever because this bismuth whatever can enlarge your pores and accumulate the whiteheads and blackheads on your nose and below your lips.

"Many mineral powder brands contain bismuth watch out before you decide to buy 'em. I have problems with bare minerals because after the aplication my pores are more visible and more whiteheads appear around my mouth--just nasty look. The ugly duck is much sexier."
Anywayz, let's get back to business!!

Sun is the cause of all the wrinkles epidemic. I regret to spend so much time with sunshine. Sorry, sunshine, gotta ditch you for the sake of my face.

In conclusion, Botox is the ONLY life saver that can rescue me from the darkness of the wirinkles epidemic. Botox will be my christmas wish next year.
coz botox is soo expensive and I cannot afford it.

"Ho..ho..hoo... sweetpie, you are such a lovely girl (*whisper inside heart :egad, this woman has tons of wrinkles and acne--so gross) tell Papa Claus what do you want for christmas?" said Mr. santa claus.

Imitating the cute voice sound from japanesse anime mari chan soso chan voice kawaiii whatever,

" Papa berryy Santa Claus Kun, I want BOTOX.."..(=^.^=)

AAaHHiiyyayhahahahhaa...what the Fff..?

Anyways, loveeee the soundtrack

The Return of the condor heroes soundtrack translated to Indonesian language.

dumm..drumm.dumm duu dummm...

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Cheap Trick: I want you to want me ^^

Walaoow....really disappointing today.

Happy Friggin' Valentine's Day......*sigh

Let's sing along together...

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
And I'm begging you to beg me

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
And I'd love you to love me

I'll shine up my old brown shoes
I put on a brand new shirt
I get home early from work
If you say that you love me

Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
And I'm begging you to beg me

I'll shine up my old brown shoes
I put on a brand new shirt
I get home early from work
If you say that you love me

Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying


Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
And I'm begging you to beg me

I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
And I want you to want me

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Dear John

I was sooo bloody disappointed yesterday because my friend cancelled the plan at the last minute. Ugh. Ayaya.

See, I spent the whole friday night just to clean up my apartment. I cleaned up all the grease that accumulated on my kitchen stove top. I wiped the sink basin and the counter. I also washed all the dirty dishes.

I vacuumed the carpet and sweeped the dust and pick up my hair that scattered everywehere on the floor.

I also spent some hours to scrub the bathtub and toilet bowl and the sink. Anyways, I found black stuff on my bathtub. Dunno what it is but its looking gross. I sprayed with clorox but it is still visible like before. Whatever.

At least my apartment is clean and neat, and I am so ready to receive compliments from my friend.


and, my friend cancelled the plan at the last minute.

Sigh. Fine.

It's alright because I have to learn how to tolerate people in any possible circumstances. Indeed, Bloody Maria still loves him and I have no plan to cast a spell that can turn him into a rabbit.

Ahem, Just kidding.

He got really busy on Friday and he got to work on Saturday too because the whatever software he was working on must be ready to use on Monday.Working on Saturday must be pain in the arse--

I hope he can visit next weekend because I really want to go to POP's at Arcadia, OK. I heard POP'S burger, milshake, and soda are famous.

Enough complaining. I still had some fun on the weekend. Dunno why, but the late night supper at raising canes indeed was really good. The chicken finger and the sauce were heaven. God bless Raising Canes.


I am definitely going to watch Dear John. The trailer is very demanding to see esp. for people of my age. Unbelievable...Channing Tatum is BLOODY handsomeee!!! HOT! We want CHANNING TATUM!!! Super tan and nice six pack...the only factor that triggers me to see Dear John (=^.^=) Sorry, Michael Bolton, I have to ditch for the sake of Channing-oh-my-so-sexy-Tatum.

and My fav. song from Dear John Ost.
by Joshua Radin & Schuyler Fisk - Paperweight

such a boring blog...^^

So weird some people still visited and commented on my blog. They must be bored to the max haha..and to kill the boredoom, they aimed to read my tedious and super lame blog entry. Hhaha...*sigh I have never had any intention to publish my blog for public consumption. The only reason I can think of is to share my story with my brother. Indeed, I am too lazy to set my blog to private. Oh well, whatever.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Late Night random thought

According to "a survey", people prefer to have sex with someone who has an STD rather than with obese people.


I need to do research to check the validty of the survey but i'm too lazy, so forget it. Anywayzzz...

Well, actually, that "unreliable" survey is right in some ways.

It is impossible to determine if someone has an STD/HIV from outside view. However, being an obese is a different story because obesity is very well recognized in the public eye. Similar issue to someone who has tons of pimples covering their face, blotchy red, or the acne white stuff going to explode. People will recognize those immediately.

Ah, come on don't pretend you don't judge people by their physical appearance. When you met somebody who have "issue" in their appearance, you automatically made a judgment although you didnt say it out loud. But, you did it, right. Don't lie to me.

To make it clear, if you were given the option whether you can "sleep" with a very attractive human being (with a hidden STD and you don't know about it) or with an overweight with full of blotchy red pimples covering face (no STD but you still don't know), which one are you most likely to go for? hence, you also forget to bring condom.

Hey, my question has nothing to do with people IQ, personality, etc. Just solely the physical appearance.

Be honest, please.

Fine, fine, don't tell, don't ask.

But, you see my point, aight? Don't get me wrong, I was not trying to discriminate. But, if some people got offended, well sorry, this is all my opinion.

Anyways, obesity is not my interest topic to discuss in further. I wanted to focus more about sexual transmitted disease.

So here we go...

Regardless of the extensive sex education campaign, some people don't dare to check upon their partner or even themselves whether they are free from STD/HIV. Frankly, some people fail to apply safe sex based on word-of-mouth trust.

"As long as you say you are clean, I believe in you", said the partner.

You never know that the young well attractive man/women you just met at a public place and ended sleeping with might have STD/HIV/herpes.

"Oooops, I forgot to use a condom, but you are clean, RIGHT?" ---nervous

Think twice before you are so excited to risk your own health. If you aim to spend the rest of your life with your partner on the same bed, you and your partner shall voluntarily see the doctor, better safe than sorry later.

Some people claimed they are genius but they are so irresponsible for their sexual action. One of my male friend argued if you ask/persuade/force your partner to see a doctor, it means you don't trust your partner sincerely. He also added that we have to trust our partner based on "his or her words-of-mouth" if we really DO love him/her.

What a statement! For heaven's sake, we are not talking about trust, we are talking the matter for being safe.

The moral of the story: mm..nothing. Just be safe. I guess.

CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Domino's Pizza is Superb!!!

Kudos to Domino's Pizza Customer Care!!!

They take care of their customers !! They listen to the criticism even the harsh one!!!

I was not expecting that they would contact me via e-mail. Well, I posted on their twitter that I was completely disappointed with the new hand tossed pizza whatever they advertised in I had been deceived and chated by their exaggerated Advertising!!!!!

Here is the story,

After watching pizzaturnaround in youtube, I decided to order Domino's pizza and I said on the phone explicitly that I wanted to get the new robust sauce, tasty cheese, and new crust pizza with beef topping. I was so excited waiting for the delivery guy that I couldnt control my saliva....

My expectation was so high and I demanded the new improved tasty Domino's pizza!!


Aha! The delivery guy. I opened the door with a big smile, so excited seeing Domino's pizza box. Yay!! So Happy!! Yummy, yummy!!! Happy happy fun fun!!

So, I opened the pizza box with full of joy. I took one slice and *silent ....................

My heart immediately dropped.

I was soooo effing mad (plus my struggle in math problems) that resulted into a huge volcanic eruption. The pizza was tasteless. The sauce still taste like the old Domino's. No improvement at all. I had been decived and cheated by Domino's Pizza new Ads!! Effing Liar!!! I demand my 9 dollars back!!! ROOOAARRRR.

So, I wrote on Domino's twitter regarding my big disappointment and threatened them that I would never ever visit their website nor order their shitty Domino's pizza. Like I said, I was not expecting they would reply my twitter.

They responded to my complaint via twitter. They also asked for my e-mail address. Here is below the conversation between me and Domino's.

Domino's Pizza:

"Hi, moving this here from Twitter so we can have full conversations. Can you tell me what happened? You never got your pizza? Have you contacted us before?"


Dear Phil,

I dont have any particular problem with the pizza. However, my big concern is to try out the new crust and new robust sauce and tasty cheese from Domino's pizza. That's all I want no more, no less.

So, I ordered the new crust pizza (hand tossed) with beef toppings after I saw the video of new pizzaturnaround in youtube. I had a big hope. Unfortunately, It turned out not like what I expected. It was completely tasteless. After I ordered, I was like.."Oh well.." and I never visited the website nor order Domino's pizza because of a big disappointment.

But last night, I dont know what driven me to visit your website again and I found that some people were experiencing the same disappointment* like what I had with Domino's Pizza in Norman, OK. The problem is some Domino's franchise do not fully understand how the taste of pizza is so important.

Some people have witnessed the new handtossed pizza is sooo delicious and taste like heaven. Nah, I am so jealous with these people who got to try the real new hand tossed pizza.

My hope is to order the real new hand tossed with new robust sauce and tasty cheese crust pizza by next week. Please ensure the new revolution in pizza and robust sauce and awesome cheese are available in Dominos Norman, OK.

I am not asking for your free marchendise or free dominos coupons whatever but all I want is to experience the new rigorous tasty pizza.

*Accroding to twitter

Domino's Pizza:

Thanks for sending over, I’ve passed this on to our customer care team. So sorry for this.

Alright, I will give Domino's Pizza one more shot. I am planing to order the "real" new Pizza on the weekend. Why on the weekend? because my friend from Tulsa is coming over. I know it's not related to my issue with Domino's. I will keep yall updated. Who ya'll? haha nobody...just for myself. I will keep myself updated with Domino's pizza.


Monday, February 1, 2010

Final Decision

I have been juggling to make the right decision for myself.

I am not really happy with my score although I can still apply to a very limited graduate school. To make it worse, one of the university advisor wanted me to re-consider to take GMAT again. FML. And, she mentioned in e-mail about applying for a scholarship.HUH? Are you kidding me?

I cannot grab the meaning attention behind her interest by convincing me to take GMAT again so I can apply for a scholarship. Is this the sign of sort of a positive attitude or indirect way to say, "sweetie, you are not qualified to apply to our university."


With my current GPA, me granted with a scholarship? That is so far beyond possible. I have a doubt. Considering a scholarship? For me to get accepted is a miracle. I spent freaking 1.5 month to work out on my fugly GMAT. Happy news to all my haters, the result was below my expectation. Yeah, go laugh and smile and shag the hippos.

I discussed my issue with my dad. As it is always, Dad wanted me to retake it and if it doesnt work I shall go back to Indonesia. I told him there are some school willing to accept me. He insisted I shall take it again.

At this point, I just wanted to cry. What I hate the most in my life is to touch GMAT books. Every single day I spent hours on dining table writing questions with a big gulp, hair loss, wight gain, and pimples covering my forehead. Every single night I prayed. This is what I got. What have I done wrong to myself?

I am ashamed of myself. =(

I suffer from GMAT. If soomeone ever mentiones about people suffering from earthquake, please let me punch his or her face and taste the blood because I am so bloody mad. I dont give a damn pennies to listen to all people crap.

I have no interest with pep talks that I have to be grateful because there are some peope out there whose life are much worse than mine. I have enough. Period. You want to talk about earthquake survivor, clean water, poverty, HIV/Aids, children famine, well sorry dude, this is not the place to start the discussion. This is my blog--the best place ever to complaint.

Stop whining* slap my face

I will give another two-month-shot and see how far I can go from there. Only God knows my future. Gear up the lazy brain and stretch it out.

Anywyas, for God's sake, I hate my neighbor and his friends who like to peep my apartment thorough the window. I hate them. What are they looking for? to steal some of my stuff or plan to molest and rape me?? Perverts. I shall call cops but I cant coz I dont have the evidence and they probably will be angry at me for wasting their time. I am hoping these two things (stealing and molesting) wont happen otherwise f**k my life. Thou shalt be brought down to Hell.

One more reason to move out from Oklahoma.

As far as for the action, I covered up the window with my awesome green-red sari sarong. I have no interest to buy a curtain and yes I need to save money so I wont spend for things that I will regret by the end of july.

Alright, two month shot. Whatever the result I will move on and ignore the vixen evil who is laughing celebrating my failure.

To make it clear about my previous entry, I am not obsessed with older males. However, I admire older men or women because of their outstanding performance (eg. promiment senator, famous singer). So, don't get me wrong if I am fascinated with John Edwards or Michale Bolton.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Separated...relief relish John Edward

I have been following Mr. Edwards since his presidential campaign in 2004.

I think that Mr. Edwards is the type of husband I want to marry in the future. He is the type of family guy who adores his wife and loves the childrens and has an awesome job as a politician.

On top of that, Mr. Edwards is bloody handsome up till now even when he is a lot older. Mr. Edwards has a wise mature face that surely women would fall crazy over him. He has a sharp jaw and brilliant eyes that can blow your mind just by looking at it. So caring, so lovely.

For his age, he is considered HOT just like my fav. singer, Michael Bolton. Frankly, I started adoring Michael Bolton after he cut short his sick-gross long blond hair-yucky.

I am against men-with-long-hair. They are just sick human being who have plenty of dandruffs and lices all over their oily head. Let the lices suck the blood and become fat. They are fugly and gross to the max..eww.Nuff said.

It's ok aight to dream...

Ladies, shall you be interested in Mr. Edwards? Some might say, EWW..he is fugly old and smells like soil. But, Are u SURE??? Will you be sure you will have NO interest at all even if he talk to you face to face?

Only sick ladies have no desire. Oh well, go away sick ladies, shushh, go dig a hole and play with rubbish.

I think Elizabeth Edwards is lucky to have him.

Is John Edwards lucky to have Elizabeth? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....*long pause

I dont know, maybe, when she was younger back in 70's. I saw the picture of Elizabeth when she was young and she is pretty. Oh well, I think they deserve each other.

I can assure you tons of women would die for Mr. Edward.

Yes, including me! *peace

He is the type of man that all I can say is, "Please, marry me, Mr. Edwards!!!", and I am nobody but a huge fan of him. If he was not married and I was much older than my current age maybe in mid 30's and if I had the opportunity to be closed with him, I would definitely look for Mr. Edward and compete with other women to win his heart.

Enough for the compliment =) Let's talk about the reality.

Sigh, however, the truth about Mr. Edwards has ruined the role model of my dream husband. He is just another douche bag who have hurt the sweetest lady on the planet earth. He cheated on his wife. That's the problem.

Mr. fugly Edward had an affair with the camerawhorewoman.

John Edward admitted to his wife yaddaa yadda..."It was a short trip". He indeed quit.

Fortunately, Elizabeth has a golden heart and she forgave Edwards. But the problem is getting worse when the camerawhoreman confronted Mr. Edwards with the baby, the fruit of their extramarrital relationship.

Did John admit he is the biggest liar in history? NO
but is he the father? yes, indeed.

He finally admitted to public that he is the father of the innocent baby girl, just last week. Why did he wait for 3 years for a confession?

Because miss camerawhorewoman was threatening him. She wanted to get the most out of Mr. Edwards. Oh well, she went to public anyways. This statement boils into one conclusion, who doesnt love money and popularity? *snap

Finally,Today, Mr. and Mrs. Edwards are officially divorced. John Edwards will carry the burden for the rest of his life.

I dont know how to express my deep deepest sympathy to Elizabeth Edwards. Poor Mrs. Edwards. She is battling breast cancer since back in 2004, and her husband in lieu of doing his job as a loyal husband, he was engaged in a short trip pleasure with the camerawhorewoman Dang....

As a woman, I felt hurt. I wonder how my marriage will be. If my husband is bloody handsome and so attractive and when both of us are getting older, will he seek for a pleasure from another woman?

I will be old and fat like an old hag and my husband is a muscle toned. That's dangerous!! I definitely need to prepare for it. I can't think what I am supposed to do, but I will figure out soon. Or, should I look for a man who is less attractive to protect the loyal zone?

Is that true that Men are more attractive when they are getting old (in their mid-40's). The opposite for women, women are less atractive when they are older?

Obvious example, Barrack Obama, Michael Bolton, Will Smith, Johnny Depp. Hawt!!! They are in mid 40's and 50's.

Pamela Anderson in 2010? Hyukkk....(vomit)

Anyways, in general, Men just cannot be trusted. I doubt to unleash them. They would pull out their mini gun whenever they see opportunity for fresh meat.

Speaking of fresh meat, I can tell why Mr. Edward would go for another women, here are the two reasons I can think of on top of my head:

1. His wife is battling breast cancer so she cannot give Mr. Edward a hot bloody exciting sex like many stars doing it in porn movie. Surely, Mr. Edward was desparate of his need and voila he and that camerawhorewoman was at the same location, same time.

2. Who is not attracted to John Edward? That Camerawhorewoman is bloody lucky and she is a lot younger than his wife. Fresh meat for John Edward.

Let's be upfront, If you were a man in mid 50's will you choose Miss camerawhorewoman (who is fit and toned) over Mrs. Edward? Just, be honest. Well, to me- neither, I would go for someone who is a lot younger than Miss Camerawhorman. I would go with Angelina Jolie.

p/s the stupid bandana (rag) miss camerawhorwoman wearing at the interview really turned me off. I think Mr. Edward is blind. I dont see at which point John Edwards sought miss camerawhorewoman is hot/pretty. She is fugly. If I were Mr. Edwards, I would look for a hottie, maybe like a playboyhouse mate. Going out with miss camerawhorewoman is downgrading.

I would like to know if there is a true love. A love; the super-handsome husband would take care of his wife when the wife is old and completely ill. Will he be faithfull regardless of spouse flabby figure?Is there anything like this in reality? please for the sake of all the good stuff on this planet, i would like to know!

Speaking of a good stuff, last week, I went to a dinner with my friend and we ordered shitty steak. The steak is not important but I came up with a conclusion that there are 4 matters that are important in a relationsip:

1. Financial
2. Partners physical attribute
3. Sex
4. Odor..(I just added) Partner might leave the spouse who have rubbish breath.

and, my friend added something and please I didnt meant to offend anyone:

According to "a survey", people prefer to have sex with someone who has STD rather than with obese people*. WTF

EWW...I would rather die alone if I have to deal with these two.

Does anyone else think Heath Ledger resembles Michael Bolton?

Sunday, January 24, 2010

There she goes again

Now, it's time to fill up application for graduate program.

Possible school with current score:

University of Texas- Arlington...^^
Maybe University of Dallas too -- they have master of management in Marketing Management
Oregon State University.....mmm....possibly
Willamette University...maybe
University of Oregon.....too much
University of Manitoba .... hard to tell
University of Calgary .......... a little hope
University of Missouri - Nevermind! score cannot afford it.

University of Oklahoma? well done...NO

I wonder if I made the right decision. Heh, whats the meaning by that?

I wonder if I should take another GMAT just to convince my heart. I about if I can achieve a better score? How about if I can get into a better school?

Do I still have time to make a difference? Am I happy with the result? I am in a state of Ok-fine-OK-fine-well-OK result.

But, I dont want to waste my money again. I know, it's not my money, it's my dad's money..but still.

I will think about it. I believe in the Law of Attraction.


* Currrently, I am not active on Facebook. Although, my facebook account is still on. I dont deactivate mine because i think it's pointless to delete FB account for temporary. I may someday log in to my facebook to check the msg or comments on the wall.

Anywayzzz, I think that only moronics who deactivated their facebook -- and later on they activated again. So pointless. Absurd, silly. These kind of people who believe that the earth is square.

If some people got offended because of my awesome statements, just suck your thumb and shut up, okie. This is my own opinions. As what I said in my previous entry, I can say whatever I want regardless of grammar errors, somebody's feeling, etcetera...

Ahem, now, possible reasons to deactivate FB account:
1. I need to study because my grade is so low...(yeah I spent all my time on checking fbook, i'm so addicted, eh)
2. I have a personal problem so i am forced to deactivate my account, wtf?
3. I just broke up and I am ashamed of my single status. Heugheehe.

Just leave Facebook alone, dont login, so simple, eh. If you are tired of facebook and see no point nor interest to log in, then DELETE it. Dont be wishy washy. "Deactivation"

I do love facebook but for now, I am more interested in blogging. I will definitely return to facebook and be part of the virtual society who are thirsty in facebook affection.

Saturday, January 23, 2010


yay yayayayayayayaya..^^

Friday, January 22, 2010


For Heaven's sake , Google, obiously, you have made a wrong decision. or, Maybe?

China, I wish you good luck and happiness in your future endeavours without google. Good luck with your own pride to block the (china) citizens from the access to the history fact of massacre in Tiananmen Square, etc.

Oh, almost forgot, You also block the access to facebook, twitter, youtube, blogspot, Bing....


Maybe, wikipedia will follow too, er?

BUT China, your population is consisted of highly intelligent citizens, I am sure you can find your own way to survive without help from Google.

Where did the cyber attack come from? I wonder, who is the culprit behind the scene?

*Im talking nonsense. I dont even know why I discussed about china-google-us in here. They have nothing to do with my issue. I guess I am panicking right now. I am scared and I talked random stuff.

The reason your arm pit smells like yeast because you dont use deodorant. wtf.

I dont think I can do it, and I dont want to do it. sigh. sighghghghghghghghg

How about if I fail again? I really got a butterfly stomachache.


Blogging is the only reason I can survive. I can express my feeling..and who does care about my feeling? People prefer to talk but refuse to listen. Or, pretending that they are listening, but they aren't.

For men:

Men love to pretend that they were listening to your problem, your issue ...just to get your attention and to get you, obviously.

When you start to cry, most likely, men will cuddle and rub your neck and he will offer his shoulder. And then, he touches your face and start to bull crap of how beautiful you are that you are the most amazing person, you are so smart, etc..

You start to smile and the man will stare at your eyes. Out of the blue, he will hug you really tight and he immediately kiss you with your closed eyes. Within 5 mins, you are sleeping with him.

The next morning, you will whisper to his ear that you appreciate his kindness. The man will smile and said, "it's okay babe. I do what I can do." . And then, the man put his clothes on and he left.

Next time, you realize it is difficult to reach him. You call him but he won't pick up the phone. Instead, he will text you that he is in a meeting. You respond to his msg and he reply your msg via Facebook, and so on. The man has so many excuses just to avoid meeting you.

It turned out men just wanted to take the advantage of you when you were fragile. The ugly truth of men.

For Female friends:

With female friends, it is in a different case. At the moment when you are so sad and you just want to share your feeling with female friends.

However, before even you finish your story, your female friend already cut the conversation right away and start talking about her relationship problem.

"I dont know what's wrong with him??"
" He was flirting with another girl at the bar, I saw them"
"I dont understand what he wants from me!!"

Yes, I dont care with your problems. I prefer you to shut up and listen to my problem. Who are you??? Your story is less pathetic compare to mine. Mine is very sad, full of tears from "on and off broken heart relationship".

OK, I really have a panic attack RIGHT NOW.

Pray for Haiti

Today is the day. I am wishing myself a good luck.

No facebook, no twitter, no phone calls, no text msg

I will return soon...


With a blessing heart

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

cannot wait to move to canada

what's wrong?

I am just going to swim in a shitload of ear poops.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

err....pretty awesome song eh?

Massive Attack - Teardrop

Love love is a verb

Love is a doing word

Fearless on my breath

Gentle impulsion

Shakes me makes me lighter

Fearless on my breath

p/s thanks for the msg concerning posting my pictures on blog but nah..not going to upload any pictures for right now.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Why do people have irritating habits like picking nose in public?

This title has nothing to do with the content

Keep changing the layout, the font, the template. I found really awesome template but changed it again to the old one coz the font style sucks to the max. I wonder how to change the font size but blogger is so irritating tody. This whole blogging activity really pissed me off..

Why does it have to be so complicated? All I want is a cute template, cute font, readable post...blahh...

Or, am I just too dumb? Nah, too smart to be dumb coz the earth is round and only dumb people think the earth is square.

And, why are people so irritating today? I just wanted to know how things are going on. It is not like I was looking for a gossip. Relax people.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I just discovered how to shit more often....

After having a big meal from lunch/dinner, drink a cup (mug size) of coffee (make sure it has caffeine and no sweetener, no creamer) and you will shit within 30 mins. (based on my experiement).

My favorite coffee is
nescafe clasico because I can shit immediately. I had coffee previously from wal-mart brand, 'Great Value' and another coffee brand, 'Folger' but they are not as powerful as nescafe clasico. I dont know why.

I know I should have called "it" poop/crap/dirt/BM, but "shit" sounds more natural to me.

I am so glad to discover a miracle so I can shit more often. Coffe is rich with "fiber". Besides, coffee is better than vegtables coz veggie took forever to digest. And, soo...Coffee is always be my hero! No need to take fiber pill after exesscive eating.

I have been doing sort of an experiment with cause and effect of a cup of coffee. Whenever I had a coffee after a meal, I, most of the time like 90%, would go to bathroom within 30 mins. If I didnt have coffee after a meal, I wouldnt go to bathroom, and I would feel guilty.

In fact, everytime I looked at my feces (after my ritual coffee), I could tell my tummy didnt digest the meal thoroughly because there were some obvious look-like-a-part-of-food-i-didnt-chew-properly attached to my feces. (I know it's gross...) My point is everything that I ate too much would come out immediately after a cup of coffee^^

In conclusion, coffee is my lifesaver to prevent obesity.

I am not emberrassed of what I wrote on my blog because my blog is the truth expression of myself.

I can write anything i want including my grammatical errors, my awkward phrases, my non-sense article statement s, etc. I am so glad I can say "shit" for so many times coz I know and I wont and never say shit directly to people=))

*Anyways, i'm not going to canada..=( Due to immigration restriction...blah! WHy?????????????

*I need to eat slowly....

*I think I know what really interests me the most - writing about romance. Maybe like chick-flick...heh..

*I stop using Splenda for sweetener, and I started using natural sweetener--aka Honey. Honey is healthy (with a decent amount) and pure sugar is FAT.

I realized that I kept losing hair like crazy. I found them a lot in bathroom, under the chair, under my awesome coffee table, on my bed, in kitchen, everywhere...

I checked my hair in mirror and I wanted to cry =( Ugh, my hair become so thin and ugly.

So, I did online research and some suggested that Splenda might have a strong connection with hair loss as the side effects.

Although it has not been proven yet but some people said that they experienced loss hair while using splenda. More extreme experience was headache, insomnia, chest pain, gain weight (huh??)...hihhh.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I admire the most...

My Parents


Despite of the
love-hate relationship

Still want
to be succesful like my parents

so, better get the lazy ass off futon and DO the work.

MUST study hard!

Don't talk Don't brag until you prove it....

Law of attraction

Jealous = Motivation = Law of attraction = Spirit = Success

Ps: I need to learn Joomlaaaa. I want to have my own website, this blogspot is a little bit bothersome.

Ps: I Wonder, how to have twitter, chatting box, calender, awesome layout on blog..blahh...lots of stuff to learn! Well figure it out soonnn...

Ps: Cannot wait to visit Redang Island, Perhentian Island, and Gili Trawangan ^^

Ahh...Beach....I will get ya soon...!!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Adam, you are always my big brother.

Thank you for the advice. I feel better. Now I can concentrate.

Sorry that I had to "pamper" you with all my negative guts but, you are trully my brother, you helped me to get through this negativity.

You helped me to release all the anger. You listened attentively to all my non-sense life issue, and I know you were listening because you still provided me with possible alternative solutions. You are such a blessing. I am very blessed to have you as my big brother.

Myabe, if I didnt talk to you, I would be thinking about it all night long and possibily will ruin my "being studious" spirit. You motivated me to stand up and look forward for the future. I must study hard!! Enough said.

What I am currently doing right now will shape how my future will be.

Thanks Adam, I pray that you and Karen will always be together forever ever after happy ending ameennnn....

Grammars @#$%^&*

Grammar is still a problem not only for the non-english native speaker but also for those english native speaker.

Amusingly, 99.99999% of english tounge are still experiencing with grammatical errors, and they didnt realize that they said 'it' wrong!!! Wrong!

I found pretty entartaining when someone whom I respected very much said "unforgiven" grammar mistakes.

Less children vs. Fewer children

I recalled, he said less! HAH!!

See, I suggest for english native speaker who obviously speaks english fluently to stop making fun of people who are still in trouble with english/accent.
First rule to rule out, check in grammar guides if you believe you always said everything right, soon you will discover that you have made lots of errors.

I had the experience when some jerks were making fun of my superior accent. It really hurt my feeling. I know some people could not help but laugh at certain accent.

Anyways, regardless of the bitterness, I would like to thank Mr. who-made-fun-of-my-accent, because of you I realized that i really need to work out on my pronounciation. You had open my eyes.

Otherwise, how can I improve my english? how can people understand me with unclear/horrible pronouncation?

At least, I tried to be careful in pronounciation inwhich I am still working on it and unfortunately still having problem with it. sigh.

and also, for "the people" who made fun of people blog, including my blog (i know someone who laughed behind my back), see yourself in mirror, and think if you have a gut to write and share your thoughts with public.

One time, someone whom I have known for many years was reading my friend's blog on Friendster, and she laughed at the articles my friends posted on friendster. By that time friendster was still popular before facebook conquered the world. Tragic.

As she pointed at my friend's blog, "Haha..what is that? I dont understand? Hahahah....omg, check out this one, dont you think this is funny, oh and look at her grammars"

"It really irritated me for people who wrote in english but the sentence structures are undoubtedly confusing, cannot be read, lots of grammatical errors!"

At least, these people are willing to try! It is not easy to write in english because these people, including me again, first have to translate the meaning from our language to english. And, we still have to think further to ensure we place the words correctly.

I admit I still have the issue, I have million of errors in my blog, but I worked hard to write as clear as possible. If I found the obvious mistake, I would have immediately corrected it. Thanks for yall who have helped to correct my grammars.

Speaking of grammars, she didn't realize that she also made tons of grammar mistakes! Gash, I feel heated now, although its been a while, but I still vividly rememberd.

I mean for what I understood, blog is a space for our freedom thought. You can write as much as you want because it's reserved only for you and your thought. Grammar is the second rank priority to be considered.

The most important is your excitement to express your ideas, your thoughts, your philosophy.
That's all it matters and it is public options whether to read it, or just leave it alone.

If you think my friend's blog is confusing then, please, stop reading her blog, move on, get off from the screen and stop scrolling her blog. Stop checking her blog and letting others know how sucks her blog.

People who made fun of others means they are insecured. They are jealous of others.'s time to eat sweet stuff to release the anger. feel heat up.hehe