what's wrong?

I am just going to swim in a shitload of ear poops.

err....pretty awesome song eh?

Massive Attack - Teardrop

Love love is a verb

Love is a doing word

Fearless on my breath

Gentle impulsion

Shakes me makes me lighter

Fearless on my breath

p/s thanks for the msg concerning posting my pictures on blog but nah..not going to upload any pictures for right now.

Why do people have irritating habits like picking nose in public?

This title has nothing to do with the content

Keep changing the layout, the font, the template. I found really awesome template but changed it again to the old one coz the font style sucks to the max. I wonder how to change the font size but blogger is so irritating tody. This whole blogging activity really pissed me off..

Why does it have to be so complicated? All I want is a cute template, cute font, readable post...blahh...

Or, am I just too dumb? Nah, too smart to be dumb coz the earth is round and only dumb people think the earth is square.

And, why are people so irritating today? I just wanted to know how things are going on. It is not like I was looking for a gossip. Relax people.

I just discovered how to shit more often....

After having a big meal from lunch/dinner, drink a cup (mug size) of coffee (make sure it has caffeine and no sweetener, no creamer) and you will shit within 30 mins. (based on my experiement).

My favorite coffee is nescafe clasico because I can shit immediately. I had coffee previously from wal-mart brand, 'Great Value' and another coffee brand, 'Folger' but they are not as powerful as nescafe clasico. I dont know why.

I know I should have called "it" poop/crap/dirt/BM, but "shit" sounds more natural to me.

I am so glad to discover a miracle so I can shit more often. Coffe is rich with "fiber". Besides, coffee is better than vegtables coz veggie took forever to digest. And, soo...Coffee is always be my hero! No need to take fiber pill after exesscive eating.

I have been doing sort of an experiment with cause and effect of a cup of coffee. Whenever I had a coffee after a meal, I, most of the time like 90%, would go to bathroom within 30 mins. If I didnt have coffee after a meal, I wouldnt go to bathroom, and I would feel guilty.

In fact, everytime I looked at my feces (after my ritual coffee), I could tell my tummy didnt digest the meal thoroughly because there were some obvious look-like-a-part-of-food-i-didnt-chew-properly attached to my feces. (I know it's gross...) My point is everything that I ate too much would come out immediately after a cup of coffee^^

In conclusion, coffee is my lifesaver to prevent obesity.

I am not emberrassed of what I wrote on my blog because my blog is the truth expression of myself.

I can write anything i want including my grammatical errors, my awkward phrases, my non-sense article statement s, etc. I am so glad I can say "shit" for so many times coz I know and I wont and never say shit directly to people=))

*Anyways, i'm not going to canada..=( Due to immigration restriction...blah! WHy?????????????

*I need to eat slowly....

*I think I know what really interests me the most - writing about romance. Maybe like chick-flick...heh..

*I stop using Splenda for sweetener, and I started using natural sweetener--aka Honey. Honey is healthy (with a decent amount) and pure sugar is FAT.

I realized that I kept losing hair like crazy. I found them a lot in bathroom, under the chair, under my awesome coffee table, on my bed, in kitchen, everywhere...

I checked my hair in mirror and I wanted to cry =( Ugh, my hair become so thin and ugly.

So, I did online research and some suggested that Splenda might have a strong connection with hair loss as the side effects.

Although it has not been proven yet but some people said that they experienced loss hair while using splenda. More extreme experience was headache, insomnia, chest pain, gain weight (huh??)...hihhh.

I admire the most...

My Parents

Obviously

Despite of the love-hate relationship

Still want to be succesful like my parents

so, better get the lazy ass off futon and DO the work.

MUST study hard!

Don't talk Don't brag until you prove it....

Law of attraction

Jealous = Motivation = Law of attraction = Spirit = Success

Ps: I need to learn Joomlaaaa. I want to have my own website, this blogspot is a little bit bothersome.

Ps: I Wonder, how to have twitter, chatting box, calender, awesome layout on blog..blahh...lots of stuff to learn! Well figure it out soonnn...

Ps: Cannot wait to visit Redang Island, Perhentian Island, and Gili Trawangan ^^

Ahh...Beach....I will get ya soon...!!

Adam, you are always my big brother.

Thank you for the advice. I feel better. Now I can concentrate.

Sorry that I had to "pamper" you with all my negative guts but, you are trully my brother, you helped me to get through this negativity.

You helped me to release all the anger. You listened attentively to all my non-sense life issue, and I know you were listening because you still provided me with possible alternative solutions. You are such a blessing. I am very blessed to have you as my big brother.

Myabe, if I didnt talk to you, I would be thinking about it all night long and possibily will ruin my "being studious" spirit. You motivated me to stand up and look forward for the future. I must study hard!! Enough said.

What I am currently doing right now will shape how my future will be.

Thanks Adam, I pray that you and Karen will always be together forever ever after happy ending ameennnn....

Grammars @#$%^&*

Grammar is still a problem not only for the non-english native speaker but also for those english native speaker.

Amusingly, 99.99999% of english tounge are still experiencing with grammatical errors, and they didnt realize that they said 'it' wrong!!! Wrong!

I found pretty entartaining when someone whom I respected very much said "unforgiven" grammar mistakes.

Less children vs. Fewer children

I recalled, he said less! HAH!!

See, I suggest for english native speaker who obviously speaks english fluently to stop making fun of people who are still in trouble with english/accent. First rule to rule out, check in grammar guides if you believe you always said everything right, soon you will discover that you have made lots of errors.

I had the experience when some jerks were making fun of my superior accent. It really hurt my feeling. I know some people could not help but laugh at certain accent.

Anyways, regardless of the bitterness, I would like to thank Mr. who-made-fun-of-my-accent, because of you I realized that i really need to work out on my pronounciation. You had open my eyes.

Otherwise, how can I improve my english? how can people understand me with unclear/horrible pronouncation?

At least, I tried to be careful in pronounciation inwhich I am still working on it and unfortunately still having problem with it. sigh.

and also, for "the people" who made fun of people blog, including my blog (i know someone who laughed behind my back), see yourself in mirror, and think if you have a gut to write and share your thoughts with public.

One time, someone whom I have known for many years was reading my friend's blog on Friendster, and she laughed at the articles my friends posted on friendster. By that time friendster was still popular before facebook conquered the world. Tragic.

As she pointed at my friend's blog, "Haha..what is that? I dont understand? Hahahah....omg, check out this one, dont you think this is funny, oh and look at her grammars"

"It really irritated me for people who wrote in english but the sentence structures are undoubtedly confusing, cannot be read, lots of grammatical errors!"

At least, these people are willing to try! It is not easy to write in english because these people, including me again, first have to translate the meaning from our language to english. And, we still have to think further to ensure we place the words correctly.

I admit I still have the issue, I have million of errors in my blog, but I worked hard to write as clear as possible. If I found the obvious mistake, I would have immediately corrected it. Thanks for yall who have helped to correct my grammars.

Speaking of grammars, she didn't realize that she also made tons of grammar mistakes! Gash, I feel heated now, although its been a while, but I still vividly rememberd.

I mean for what I understood, blog is a space for our freedom thought. You can write as much as you want because it's reserved only for you and your thought. Grammar is the second rank priority to be considered.

The most important is your excitement to express your ideas, your thoughts, your philosophy.That's all it matters and it is public options whether to read it, or just leave it alone.

If you think my friend's blog is confusing then, please, stop reading her blog, move on, get off from the screen and stop scrolling her blog. Stop checking her blog and letting others know how sucks her blog.

People who made fun of others means they are insecured. They are jealous of others.

Hah...it's time to eat sweet stuff to release the anger. feel heat up.hehe